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    (Source: mrsgrumpygills)

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    When I first wrote, or I should say re-wrote, “Joy” I had no idea the
    wave it would make.  I have received countless emails, questions, and
    comments on this one song, several with the similar theme of “she sure
    does not sound joyful to me!”  I’ve even had people tell me that they
    did not finish the song but skipped it because it sounded too
    depressing and confused them in contrast to the rest of the Hymns-I
    record. If perchance you are someone that has not finished the song
    yet please listen through the end. It would be like starting a story
    and never finishing it.

    The first time I played Joy was the night my father passed away.  He
    had a short and painful battle with cancer.  My dad was not perfect
    but he did the best he could with what he had.  A year before he died
    he was diagnosed with dementia.  The day he told me he had cancer he
    said it was a blessing.  To him, cancer was a better way to end his
    story than a mind with no memory of his family or his life.  So as I
    sat at the piano, the only place that felt safe that night to me, the
    weight of loss hit my chest.  I remembered my eyes were blurred with
    tears and I literally began to play the now familiar progression of
    Joy.  I kept cycling through the progression and then, as if it had
    already been written, I began to sing a different melody to a song I
    sang in VBS as a child, “I’ve got the joy, joy, joy, joy down in my
    heart…” The truth is that I was terribly and profoundly sad.  The
    reality of grief had not even entirely hit me yet.  But at the same
    moment I had a deep sense of peace.  He was no longer in pain.  He was
    no longer sick.  He was free from all his ailments and restored.
    Although I still miss him, I know that God has weaved redemption
    through death into my father’s story.  That brings me great joy.  It
    was not until grief became a part of my story that I realized that joy
    is not simply an expression, but an attitude and acknowledgment of the
    deep peace of knowing a Savior.

    I believe it is important as a community that wants to comfort the
    weary we allow space for those who are grieving, suffering, and
    experiencing loss to say, “Hey! I am hurting! I am in pain!”  It is
    okay to give them space to figure out what joy means in that time.  

    now know that you can experience grief and joy simultaneously…and if
    not, that joy can and will come if you allow it to.


    I had Joy written without the ending that is on the record for a
    while.  And after I had some time to grieve I remembered the hymn “It
    is Well With My Soul.”  The author of that hymn lost multiple members
    of his immediate family when he wrote those deeply wise words.  It
    seemed appropriate to end “Joy” with this hymn in acknowledgement that
    God brings us peace.  He even brings us joy when it seems and feels
    impossible.

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    "No power of hell, no scheme of man

    Can ever pluck me from His hand
    
Till He returns or calls me home

    Here in the power of Christ I’ll stand"

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    "How strange it is to know that she is at peace and all is well, and yet be so sorrowful!"

    Martin Luther - Following the death of his daughter Lena

    (Source: drquote, via etiamreformandi)

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    "Look for yourself, and you will find in the long run only hatred, loneliness, despair, rage, ruin, and decay. But look for Christ and you will find Him, and with Him everything else thrown in."

    C.S. Lewis (via joshuarice)

    (Source: nameaboveallnames, via jasminedeandres)

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    "Now, you need more motivation? Because if you do, you’re lost. If you need me to tell you that if you serve God you’ll get a Mercedes, you’re lost. If you need me to tell you that if you serve God He will heal your body and fix everyone of you’re problem, if you need that, you’re lost. If Jesus is not enough to motivate you to live a godly life, you don’t know Jesus. So let us keep it simple: Christ and Christ alone, no one else. I have need of nothing else. It is well with my soul."

    Paul Washer

    (via johnnyis)

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    "The good news of the Gospel of Jesus Christ is not that if you follow Him, everything’s going to go well and everything is going to work; the good news, the Gospel of Jesus Christ, is that you get Him and He’s enough no matter what circumstance comes."

    Matt Chandler

    (Source: martelthechristianrapper, via uncleanlips)

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Hello. My name is Jessica-Marie. Please, call me Jay. I am a sinner, but I have a wonderful Savior. Captured here are the moments when my mind kind of just shuts off and I reflect on who I am in Christ... More importantly, on what He has done. I hope in every way to share the blessings He has poured out upon this undeserving vessel, by means of the beauty found in this world, in order that He may be exalted. For even if we didn't shout to declare and bring glory unto His holy name... The rocks would cry out.

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